In my last post I described the last spanking I received from my wife. I knew it was coming so I decided to record it without her knowledge. I just wanted to see what it would look like if someone was to witness it.
I found an app that will allow your phone to record and keep the screen turned off. I know it probably was wrong to record it without my wife being aware, but I really wanted to see what it looked like. What her face looked like, what I looked like squirming every time the paddle landed etc.
I will tell you this, I was blown away by what I saw. I was expecting to see her winding up and swinging for the fences. What I actually saw, was what look like very light swats with no real follow through. Meaning she was more tapping the paddle against my ass and not swinging through it.
That is not at all how it feels.
The really weird thing is that I had already been wanting to talk to her about making my spankings and paddlings more severe. Seeing what I saw on the video actually reinforced that a hundred times over. Seeing that what I thought was a hard swing with the paddle was actually just a tap makes me realize that she is not really punishing me thoroughly at all. She is letting me off way way easy.